Your shadow lingers
As poison seeps from the dark.
Outstretched fingers
Leave the mark
Of your unknown
Will with no bounds.
A truth is shown
When my inner peace sounds.
All pain fades
And scars lighten
With a fair trade
To no longer be frighten.
Strength to break free
Of your shackles of hate.
To be just me.
Never to late
To soar higher.
Never again giving into this desire.
I look at myself
And a power consumes me.
I didn't know what it was once,
But now I know it's my Fear.
The Fear that I always hid.
Told no one of it.
My heart closes,
My pulse quickens,
When I'm face to face with it.
I'll never be able to overcome it,
Unless someone shows me what
I wish for and fear.
I'll be the only one left alone,
Left with no one.
Current Residence: Colorado Favourite genre of music: anything except rap, hip hop, pop, or country Favourite photographer: fellow deviants:SubterfugeMalaises x-horizon silentkitty radicalgrande missmisery kayleigh Favourite style of art: fantasy or sci fi MP3 player of choice: Favourite cartoon character: Vampire Hunter D Personal Quote: Don't Fear the Unexplained. Explore it.
Favourite Visual Artist
Van Gogh Amy Brown David Delamare Jessica Galbreth Marc Potts Deviant Giovannag
Favourite Movies
Legend Labyrinth Nightmare before X-mas Moulin Rouge Cowboy Bebop:The Movie Willow Vampire Hunter D
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
NIN Static-X Lacuna Coil Juno Reactor just to name a few
Favourite Writers
Emily Dickinson Orson Scott Card
Other Interests
reading fantasy, mystery, and coming of age novels faeries and new age things girls and guys anime
Well I told my mom finally. I did it the day after my last journal actually. I feel so much better. It's like me and my mom are on a whole new level of understanding. She was totally cool about it too. She first asked me if I was sexually active. It made me laugh inside but I told her no, absolutely not. I also told her about me and Kari. She told me that it was good to have someone that makes you happy. She also said that if I was happier with girls than boys that was cool. She didn't get mad or anything. The one thing that upset me a little was how she said that I shouldn't label myself and say that I was going to be this way for the rest o
Thank you so much for the favorite, it really means a lot If you are interested, I do post way more work on my facebook page [link] Either way, thanks again, and much love!